2020xii30, Wednesday: Soul food.

Without the sustenance of something we do for our souls – even if we’re bad at it – we lose something vital to being human.

Short thought: Everyone needs a hinterland. Something (or indeed somewhere) they can retreat into: as an escape, or for solace, or simply for the sake of sanity. It feeds a soul which can otherwise wither and die.

My soul food? Music. Always has been. I’m a (poor) piano player, helped somewhat over the past year by my 2019 birthday present to myself: a subscription to a wonderful jazz and improvisation teacher called Willie Myette (his site, Jazzedge, has been a haven).

(And I’m getting better. Very slowly. And re-learning the essential lesson: to get good at anything, you have to accept being pretty bad for a while.)

But honestly, I’ve realised it doesn’t matter what you do. Play something. Write. Build. Make. Walk, or run, or ride, whether with music/podcast/audiobook or in blissful silence. Just something that’s not passive consumption or work. Something that can become a habit of self-nurture.

(I’m not including reading in the above. Because – call me an elitist; please, go ahead – I regard reading long-form things, by which I mean anything long enough to have some structure and thought behind it, as something as fundamental as breathing. Not so much soul food as a basic necessity.)

If the past year of strange days that seem to stretch for weeks, and months that have fled by like days, has taught me anything, it’s that without regular intakes of soul food we lose something critical to being human.

So find your sustenance. Treasure it. Be bad at it for as long as it takes. Your soul will thank you.


Nothing wrong with a re-read: I’ve never understood those who say books aren’t worth reading twice. I love a good series, and there’s something special about re-reading the last one (or, for TV, re-watching it) before getting into something new. Adrian Tchaikovsky’s Children of Ruin is on my Kindle maybe-next-up list, and I’ve nearly finished a re-run through its predecessor, Children of Time. It’s awe-inspiring; a consideration of genuinely alien thought and culture in the grand tradition of CJ Cherryh’s Chanur and Foreigner books. (Again with the series…) It doesn’t hurt that its non-human species reminds me of my favourite gaming alien race of all time, Traveller’s Hivers. They were always such fun to play…


Someone is right on the internet: With thanks to Anne Helen Peterson, Anne Applebaum writes about collaborators in The Atlantic. A long read, talking about the US GOP and dealing with the use of strategic and voluminous lies. But worthwhile.


Things I wrote: some time ago I looked at bundling apps for barristers. A good one would be the holy grail. So no surprise there isn’t one. Not yet. I’d favoured one; but now I’m reconsidering. And I’ve committed hard cash too.


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2020xii29, Tuesday: Day One.

Short thought: I can’t say much about Dame Elizabeth Gloster’s report on the FCA’s handling of London Capital & Finance. The FCA is a client. But suffice it to say that the grey area that is currently the perimeter – the boundary between what’s regulated financial services activity and what isn’t – is going to be a point of serious contention for the foreseeable future. Even the FCA acknowledges (perhaps implicitly, but still) that it isn’t always clear what falls on either side of the line; it now publishes an annual perimeter report setting out the current state of play. If I wanted to be optimistic, I’d say that one of the very few dividends of Brexit might be to grasp the nettle and define it more clearly, or at least make a better stab at dealing with those who deliberately blur the distinction. But my optimism only goes so far.


I really need to get round to readingBeing Mortal, by Atul Gawande. Given it several years ago, after my dad died. Haven’t yet been able to read it. (I’m not sure if that’s causative or not.) Gawande is just marvellous; I really owe it to myself to get on with this. And it’s a sign of some basic competence in the incoming Biden administration that he’s been co-opted into the US’s coronavirus taskforce.


Someone is right on the internet (with apologies to the stone-cold classic XKCD): Ars Technica with the history of the ARM architecture whose use by Apple is now overturning several decades of microprocessor orthodoxy. (I’m using an M1-powered MacBook Pro. It’s revelatory. Honestly.) Recall that this is arguably the most influential and game-changing UK tech company of the past several decades. So when you hear UK government spokespeople bloviating about national champions, or tech mastery, just recall that ARM was bought by Softbank in 2016, and Softbank agreed to sell it to Nvidia earlier this year.


Things I wrote: The Brexit deal is (nearly) done. What’s it mean for legal services, and data protection? Mostly a case of Watch This Space.


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A deal. At long last.

Any deal was always going to be better than no deal. And there’ll be lots of tall tales (put generously) told about its glories. But so much of this is placeholder…

I clearly haven’t been reading carefully enough, or broadly enough, because I haven’t seen anyone crowing about how wise it was to go down to the wire.

I’m sure it’s out there somewhere. But the fact is, there’s finally a deal. (That’s the UK page. The EU one is here.)

It’s 1240-odd pages plus a couple of extra documents. Better people than me have scanned it already, in far more detail than I want to when I’m still on holiday. (Yesterday was spent in bed, lounging with wife and daughter, on a binge rewatch of the final season of the West Wing. Amazing. I really need to do that more often.)

But a couple of things stand out.

For the areas I’m most interested in professionally – legal services and data protection – a lot remains to be worked out.

Data protection, thank goodness, has a pin stuck in it till 1 May (or 1 July, unless either side objects); we don’t become a third country till then, or until an adequacy decision is made, or unless the UK does something unilaterally stupid. (This is p406 of the Draft Agreement, if you want to check.)

So no need for binding corporate rules or standard contractual clauses. For the moment. Although lots of people will have spent mounds of money and time trying to put them into place. And the implications of Schrems II for law enforcement/intelligence mass collection still make adequacy far from a done deal.

So what about us lawyers? Not such good news. All my friends at the Bar who were getting Irish qualifications are looking sensible. Predictably, perhaps, the UK spin on the section on lawyers is fairly cakeist. As Joshua Rozenberg notes, there’s careful wording suggesting – but not explicitly saying – that all is reasonably well for UK lawyers who advise clients in the EU.

It’s not, unless your advice is limited to UK law: as Nicole Sykes points out, each country has its own rules. And most bar third-country (that’s us) lawyers from advising on their own or EU law unless they’re either EEA (or Swiss) nationals, residents, or often both.

And as for the question of mutual recognition of qualifications: well, that too is kicked into the long grass; the “we’ll get to it, honest” pile.

Sigh. It really is a sign of the fundamental unseriousness of our leaders in this negotiation that they’ve always prioritised form over substance, headlines and politics over policy. I know my experience is in the more loathed parts of the services sector (finance and the law; add in estate agency and I’d have the unholy trinity), but the UK makes a lot of money, earns a lot of tax, and brings in a lot of jobs from overseas services sales. And data protection is an area where going it alone kills jobs, privacy and human rights. Was it really too much to ask that they’d be a priority?

Question asked. Question answered. I guess we have to trust to cooler heads, and more sensible negotiation, in the months and years to come. Feeling good about that?

Reconsidering bundling apps.

Recently I tried three, and reluctantly settled on one. After a long chat with the founder of one of the others, I’m thinking again.

Not so long ago, I tried out three apps designed for lawyers to handle paperless bundles: to make them, and use them. As I explained, I don’t need the “use” bit; PDF Expert hits the button for my multi-device workflow in a way that none of these services comes close to achieving. But bundling hurts.

At the time, I selected Hyperlaw and rejected Casedo because the former did three things the latter didn’t: OCR; handling emails with (nested) attachments; and handling multiple document types. (I rejected Bundledocs because it did these things, but with an appalling interface and a shocking price tag.)

I’ve tried. But I just can’t love Hyperlaw. It sucked in documents beautifully. But putting them in order, making sure they’re what and where they need to be, took me forever, through an interface that just makes no sense to me. And that process, given that I had several dozen documents to process, ended up taking almost as long as extracting the emails individually would have done.

So I gave Casedo another whirl, on a new M1 MacBook Pro (which, incidentally, is glorious). I like what it does, and how it does it. OCR I can live without; ReadIris does the job well for me. Most of my docs are Word or PDF anyway, so that’s no great hardship. The nested email thing remains a stopper. But I had a long chat with Ross Birkbeck, Casedo’s founder, and I’m reassured it’s a priority.

So I’m trying Casedo. I’ll have to disentangle nested emails myself for a while, which I loathe. But everything else about bundling is far closer to the holy grail of “it just works”. So they’ve got my cash. We’ll see how it goes.

Something new.

I need to write more regularly. So I’m going to try to do something – however tiny – every day. And Substack might encourage me. I’ll give it a whirl.

Oh dear.

It’s been almost two months since my last post. I’m sorry.

It’s been busy, but that’s no excuse. I need this to be more of a habit. And my posts have been getting longer; perhaps that’s part of the problem.

So: change of plan. Much shorter posts. Sometimes splitting a single topic over several posts (I can always combine them later, for ease of reading). Trying to post every day. Nearly. Well, mostly.

And I’ll try out Substack as well (https://remoteaccessbar.substack.com for signups). So whatever I write here – and it’ll almost never be more than once a day – will appear in anyone’s inbox who wants it. It may be that over time I end up switching to Substack altogether and away from this WordPress setup; it depends how much faff I have to undergo in working on two platforms at once. To be clear: I have no intention of asking anyone to pay for these ramblings. Not unless they ever get a lot more focused and a lot more useful. The Substack idea is just to make it more accessible and easier for anyone who wants to read.

Anyhow, enough. Do sign up for the emails. Or don’t; your call. I’ll still cross-post on LinkedIn and Twitter, because why not? – but over time we’ll see if Substack turns out to be a better option.

Happy 2021, everyone. This clown car of a year is nearly over. May the coming one be sweeter, saner, and kinder.

Back to Things.

I’m a serial experimenter with task tracking. But Things keeps pulling me back…

It’s a terrible habit, and the GTD crowd (and many other, far more sensible, people) will look aghast at me. But I can’t help switching task tracking methods from time to time.

Life at the Bar means running multiple cases and projects simultaneously. Lots of juggling. And deadlines which vary from the immediate to the months-ahead. So I just don’t understand how colleagues can manage that without some way of keeping track. For some, paper is best – and I respect that. For me, though, I need an app.

I’ve tried loads. But Things – a horribly expensive, yet beautiful, Mac/iOS system – has been my mainstay for several years.

I say “expensive” because unlike almost every other app or service out there, Things’ inventors, Cultured Code, charge separately for Mac, iPhone/Watch and iPad. A total of £80 for all three. Ouch. (Although that’s the lot: no ongoing subscription fee, which somewhat justifies the expense.)

But it’s lovely. Keyboard shortcuts to die for in the Mac app (and on iPad, if using a keyboard). Smooth animations. And really thoughtful design: including (lord, I love this – it’s so obvious I wonder why others don’t do it) making sure tasks for Today are permanently Today, rather than slipping automatically overnight into Overdue.

Still, every so often I wonder. Kanban boards attract me, for instance, but only if they allow a global overview. So Trello is out. And I miss the “type it all, let the system work out what you mean” way of entering info (for instance, typing “Do stuff on Monday in Projectname”, or some such, instead of picking dates and projects separately) which keeps me happily in Fantastical for calendars.

So I wandered into Todoist for the past week. The “just type it in” was fabulous. Nested projects were really useful – it does annoy me that I have to use workarounds in Things. Subtasks with their own due dates were very nice, too. And while I don’t add files to todos – my work doesn’t really lend itself to that; not where I’m not confident of where they’re being stored – being able to do so might be a real nice-to-have at some point.

But after a week, I’m back in Things. I can live with the additional step for adding dates and projects, since Things doesn’t make it too hasslesome. On iPad and iPhone, being able to drag down and search feels incredibly natural. Its smoothness and thoughtful, app-first design gets out of my way. And being able to work wholly on a keyboard – no mouse, no trackpad, no reaching up to the iPad screen – is just liberating.

So I’ll stay for a while. If I need a Kanban board for a specific project, I’ll drop into Notion. (Which reminds me – that didn’t work out as an overall option, despite my earlier optimism. And Scrivener has given way to Ulysses. I’ll get to writing that switch up – well, when I can. The tl;dr version being that Scrivener is lovely, but I just can’t work successfully without really good and simple sync.)

I can’t promise the lure of greener grass won’t crop up again. But for the moment, Things, once more, has my back. And it feels good.

Can apps or services relieve the burden of bundling?

tl;dr: Not without some pain, and considerable cost if you’re a solo practitioner. But we have a winner. Albeit at the cost of breaking a fundamental rule of British journalism.*

It turns out my blog on nested emails struck a chord. Several cries of pain rang out. Clearly it isn’t just me for whom this is a needless annoyance.

Fortunately, there are a number of web services and apps which take the misery out of bundling. Surely they’ll step in and sort it?

Well… yes. Some of them. But at considerable cost. And with a lot of bells and whistles that I just don’t need.

The ask

I admit it; my requirements are idiosyncratic. So I may not be the target market. But honestly I’m not convinced I’m so far out of the bulls-eye, particularly among the growing number of barristers who are comfortably digital-first, that there isn’t a viable customer base for what I’m after.

Put simply: I don’t want mark-up. I don’t want the ability to add comments, highlights or otherwise mess about with the text. PDF Expert (for me – I recognise Adobe Pro will suit others) is a far better precision tool for that, particularly since it means I can move smoothly from iPad to laptop in native apps without fuss or bother.

So stripped down to the bare essentials, all I want to do is bundle. And in doing so, the app/service/whatever needs to be better at merging PDFs, moving stuff around, adding page numbers or creating hyperlinks than PDF Expert already is. (It’s great at the first three, and not bad at the fourth.)

So in short, I want something that does the following, with minimal fuss:

  1. Sucks in a variety of filetypes. Including, blast them, nested emails.
  2. Puts them together into a single PDF, allowing me to reorder and retitle.
  3. Creates an index page, with each entry linked to the first page of the document it represents, whose format I can define.
  4. Also creates a table of contents (in PDF Expert terms, Outlines), again in the format of my choosing.
  5. Adds page numbers – and yet again allows me to choose how they’re formatted, since different courts have different preferences.
  6. Exports as a PDF with a reasonable file size.

(If it OCRs the lot of it as well, with a file size that’s not stupidly big, then so much the better.)

And that’s it. This really is table stakes. None of these five things (with the exception of number 1) is anything more than what the courts near-universally now require.

The options

There are probably loads. But a quick canvass of colleagues, and a moderate amount of DuckDuckGoing (yeah, I refuse to use “to Google” as a generic verb) brought me to three options: Casedo, Bundledocs and Hyperlaw.

(There were a couple of others; but they were PC-only. So no.)

I tried Casedo first, and was pleased to find it a native app rather than a web service. From a security perspective, I rather like keeping everything in file locations I can control. It’s very good value – about £12.50 a month. And it sucks in documents quickly, and makes organising them a breeze. Its interface is designed with care, and works well.

But… but, but, but. Its limitations are pretty huge. It only takes PDF and Word documents, so no Excel, PowerPoint or even emails without converting them first (and certainly no nested emails). Its OCR takes (I kid you not) 30 seconds a page, and often far longer. Its index page is pretty inflexible. And its page numbering seems only to allow a couple of formats, neither of which comply with the requirements of some of the courts and tribunals before which I appear. (And I’m always sceptical about apps which make my laptop fan scream. It’s not the fastest machine in the world, but it isn’t a slouch.)

So no. I wanted to like it, but no.

On to Bundledocs. Lots of law firms use it. Again, its intake worked well. Its index pages were well-thought-through, and at least to some extent customisable. Its page numbers likewise, although the settings to do so were like some ghastly throwback to Windows Vista. I didn’t get a chance to test its nested email-handling, since that didn’t seem to work on the demo version I was using.

But I loathed the interface. Clunky, clumsy and a poor use of a webservice. Worst of all: they wanted £48 a month. After advertising that your prices start at £15 a month, to slap a sole practitioner like that is just a joke. It’s clear that Bundledocs isn’t interested in us independent barristers. So I’m not interested in them.

Lastly, Hyperlaw, which comes out at £300 a year (£25 a month). I tried it out as part of a chambers-wide trial earlier this year, and wasn’t impressed. I liked its nested-email handling (and other intake), but spent too much time on its markup functions, which I didn’t like at all and which were near-useless for someone who spends a lot of time on an iPad.

So I’ve now given it a do-over, with a focus solely on bundling.

And… it’s pretty good. It sucks in nested emails quite happily, a big win. It appears to OCR stuff reasonably effectively. And it churns out usable bundles with a good deal of customisation of page numbers and tabbing.

I’m not entirely dancing for joy. Its interface, again, is horrible. Wholly unintuitive. It took me forever, even with the manual, to work out how to ensure documents were sorted in date order. Although it does a great job of detecting dates in documents, nine times out of ten it selects the wrong one, requiring one manually to tell it, for each document, which of several dates it’s extracted it should use. Overall, this is an awfully long way from being a pleasure to use.

But it pulled in a whole bunch of documents, of varying types. It OCRed them. It enabled them to be split, ordered and bundled. It created (again, with a certain amount of fiddling) a workable hyperlinked contents page. (Although please, Hyperlaw – if you’ll allow me to use Bates page numbering, as a number of courts require, could you put that on the index as well? Thanks.) And I should be able to design a standard template into which to squirt documents, so that bundles come out as I want them to look.

The outcome

People, we have a winner.

Of course I don’t have my ideal scenario. I’d infinitely prefer something native, rather than a web service. And huge chunks of Hyperlaw are essentially useless to me, and it hurts to be paying for something I have no intention of using.

But is avoiding bundling pain worth £300 a year to me? I think it may be. I haven’t signed up yet. But I’m certainly well on the way to doing so.

That said, I’m sure I’ve missed options. Do tell. I’d like to make sure I’m doing the right thing. Let me know.

(*Footnote to the headline: It’s an old adage in British journalism that if a piece has a headline posing a yes-no question, the answer is almost always “no”. Mostly because if it wasn’t, and the piece was on solid ground, there wouldn’t have been any need to put in the question mark in the first place. It’s a bit like headlines with quote marks in – they mostly mean “we haven’t actually stood up this quote, and it might well be bollocks. But it’s a great top line, and we just want the clicks.” Sorry to have broken the rules there.)

Unlawful? Or – far worse – dangerous?

Test and trace relies on trust. Undermine it, and people’s lives are at risk. If the Times is to be believed, companies gathering customers’ data on behalf of restaurants and bars are doing just that.

If there’s one thing that the nations which have succeeded in containing Covid have in common, it’s that a robust, successful and trusted test/trace/isolate system.

Technical skill and fearsome logistics are critical, of course. But trust is the key. If citizens don’t trust the system, they won’t comply with it – or won’t even participate to start with. And then we’re stuffed.

Which is why today’s Times story (paywalled) is so disturbing. It alleges that companies which run services gathering details of customers for restaurants, bars and pubs via QR codes are holding onto the customer data and selling it on. If that’s the case, the companies (and the outlets they’re hired by) are not only acting in a way that’s potentially unlawful. What’s in some ways worse is that they’re undermining the trust without which a test-and-trace system is useless. And that puts us all in genuine danger.

Assumptions

Of course, I don’t know if the story is true. I haven’t seen the T&Cs that allegedly customers are being asked to sign up to. And I don’t know how transparent the process is.

But let’s work on the hypothesis that the story is essentially true, but also that there’s at least a nod to data protection rights by the companies concerned. Let’s therefore assume the following:

  1. Customers snap a QR code;
  2. They’re taken to a web page on their device which asks for their personal details;
  3. there’s either a privacy policy on the page, or a link to one;
  4. customers are asked to consent to the policy as they provide their personal details.

Note that it isn’t clear whether consent to the policy is a condition of providing details through this service (and thus a refusal means they can’t come in), or whether the system allows customers to provide their details (and thus permits entry) even if they refuse to consent to the privacy policy.

For the purposes of this analysis, I’m going to assume it’s the latter. (Consider this a form of steel-manning.) I’m also going to ignore the distinction between data controllers and processors. Without seeing the contractual arrangements between (say) pub and QR firm, I don’t for certain know who’s in which box. For this purpose, though, it doesn’t really matter. Both roles need a lawful basis on which to process customers’ personal data, and that’s the focus of this analysis.

Is it lawful?

Let’s start with the easy bit. Collecting customers’ personal data for the purposes of supporting NHS Test and Trace is not only lawful. For restaurants and so on (I’m going to just say “restaurants” from now on), it’s been obligatory since 18 September under the Health Protection (Coronavirus, Collection of Contact Details etc and Related Requirements) Regulations 2020. Of course, these regulations also require the NHS QR code to be displayed as the primary option – so it’s hard to see why anyone would snap a private sector code instead of that one. (Despite justified earlier concerns, the current NHS app is in fact pretty privacy-friendly, working as it does – at long last! – on the Apple/Google keep-it-on-the-phone basis instead of the abortive, and thoroughly arrogant and foolish, previous centralised approach.)

But if someone doesn’t want to use the NHS App, the restaurant is still obliged to collect the data another way. Whether through a QR code, or otherwise. And till 18 September, restaurants were doing so because they were asked to, although it wasn’t a legal requirement.

Which is where the data collection firms stepped in. Paper forms are a pain. Unless you pre-book everyone (in which case you’re collecting the data in any case) far better to allow the walk-in customer to snap a QR code, fill in a few details and bingo! All done. With the bonus that your own staff aren’t harassing and annoying your customers, to their detriment and yours.

But here’s the problem. Clearly collecting someone’s name and contact details means processing their personal data. And to do that under the Data Protection Act 2018 and GDPR, you need a lawful basis: at least one out of consent, a contractual requirement, a legal obligation, the data subject’s vital interests, a public task, or your legitimate interests.

Note that each purpose for processing needs its own lawful basis. So just because one purpose is fine, that doesn’t mean others will be too.

If all you’re doing (or were doing prior to 18 September) is to take records for Test and Trace purposes, holding them solely for that, and junking them after the recommended 21 days (or even a bit longer if need be), I don’t see a problem. As of now, it’s both a legal obligation and likely a public task, and a fair argument can be made for it being in the vital interests (that is, protection of life) of the data subject as well. Honestly: I can’t see a challenge on this basis holding up.

But what about keeping the data for marketing or onward sale?

If you’re the restaurant itself, and you make clear to the customer that they have the option of allowing you to use the data for you to stay in contact with them – and, critically, they can say no as easily as saying yes without being barred from entering or otherwise inconvenienced – there’s not a huge problem. So long as you explain really clearly, in plain English, what you’re doing, make it easy for customers to opt out later, and don’t abuse the data for other purposes.

In other words, you’re relying on consent. There really isn’t any other basis that works. Legitimate interest is a non-starter, since your interest in hanging onto the data for marketing purposes without consent is dwarfed by their interests in privacy; your contract with them to serve them food in exchange for money can easily happen without contact details; and the others are just ludicrous. (Sending them emails about your Winter menu will save their life? Please.)

And consent is tricksy. It has to be (by Article 4(11) GDPR) a “freely-given, specific, informed and unambiguous indication of the data subject’s wishes by which he or she by a statement or a clear affirmative action signifies agreement”. It has to be possible to get the service in question without consenting to the data processing (Art 7(4)). And the data subject has clearly to be able to distinguish between the processing they’re being asked to consent to, and other matters.

I can imagine how a restaurant could write a request for customers to allow it to retain the test-and-trace data with sufficient clarity and choice.

But I really struggle to see how the business running the collection on their behalf could do so, in any meaningful sense. Or at least, in any way that wouldn’t drive away the vast majority of customers.

Let’s take the best-case scenario. ([Steel-manning], after all, is a good intellectual and ethical practice.) Let’s say the QR code landing site says, in capital letters (to paraphrase): You’re filling this in for health protection purposes. But alongside that, we’d like to hang onto the data you provide, sell it to data brokers and other customers, and to keep doing so for the next 20 years. Please tick this box if you’re OK with that. But you don’t have to, because it’s totally optional. So feel free not to bother.

Good luck getting anyone to tick that. And even that’s arguably non-GDPR compliant, since it’s hard to work out how anyone could meaningfully later opt out.

What seems rather more likely is either a link to a lengthy privacy policy, coupled with a box that asks people to confirm they’ve read it, or at best something mealy-mouthed about “other purposes” or “providing you with information and services you may like”. In either case, I don’t think this comes close to sufficing.

And consider the context. People are providing their data for what they think is a vital health protection purpose. Against that context, satisfying the Article 7 requirement for consent to a collateral purpose to be clearly distinguished from “other matters” is, in my view, a pretty high hurdle. Nothing short of crystal clarity is likely to suffice.

So if the Times is right, I suspect the 15 firms that ICO is apparently investigating could have an interesting time.

Why do you say it’s dangerous?

Lawfulness, or rather a lack of it, is bad enough.

But what really concerns me is the trust factor. We’ve had enough trouble in the UK with people mistrusting the Government’s actions and motives. Whether it’s people claiming the North is being treated far worse than the South as far as lockdowns are concerned, or the furore over the infamous Cummings odyssey in May, or the frustration of the UK Statistics Authority over what it saw as misleading or even manipulated test statistics, it’s clear that for many the predominant response to Coronavirus restrictions is now suspicion, rather than acceptance or support.

And that’s the public sector. The private sector, meanwhile, is being asked to police the restrictions – restaurants, for instance, have to refuse entry (under regulation 16 of the Regulations linked to above) to anyone who refuses to use the NHS QR code and won’t give their information otherwise. This is hard enough for restaurant staff. Imagine how much worse it could be if the refusenik customer thinks their data’s being stolen at the same time.

The real threat, though, is to broader trust. As I said earlier, the countries who are coming through this nightmare without terrible social and economic damage (not to mention, of course, with far fewer deaths and debilitating illnesses) are those with political leaders who have played it straight. Who haven’t exaggerated or appeared to use Covid as a tool for other political ends. Who’ve shown that this isn’t just the highest policy priority, but the only one that matters. And who’ve shown that competence is more important than ideology or loyalty.

In other words: those whose leaders have taken trust seriously, and done everything in their power to earn it, every day. It’s not that they haven’t made mistakes. It’s that they’ve been recognised and learned from.

We have a trust deficit. It’s killing people. Anyone deliberately or recklessly (as opposed to accidentally or inadvertently) undermining that trust is playing with lives.

And when you do something that discourages people from engaging with test/trace/isolate, you’re doing just that.

Nested emails: the bane of bundling.

A heartfelt plea from a non-Windows, non-Outlook user: sending a string of emails, containing other emails, containing attachments, is a huge timesuck. Think how much advice I could’ve given in the time I spent disentangling it…

I’ll keep this short. Sending Counsel nested emails is a waste of your client’s money.

What do I mean by “nested emails”? They’re the Mac-using barrister’s bane. Emails containing not only file attachments, in multiple formats, but other emails. And those emails have attachments, and yet more emails. And so on, in a babushka-doll spiral of frustration.

If you use a PC, and live out of Outlook, then this is a pain. Open each email. Save its contents. Then open each of the new emails as well; save theirs. And so on. Tedious, but manageable.

But if you use a Mac, the story’s different. Even in Outlook or Mail, not all the attached emails open properly. Saving them other than as PDFs can be problematic. And if – like me – you’ve found other email tools (in my case Spark) to offer advantages you can’t live without, then you’re stuffed. Back to Outlook. Just for that.

Honestly, by the time I’ve extracted everything, saved it all as PDFs (so I can see it all in one place and mark it up) and packaged it together, that’s anything up to an hour. And if we’ve agreed five hours for advice… well, do the maths.

In practice, of course, this time isn’t chargeable. I just suck it up. But if time is money, losing it to something like this leaves a bitter taste.

So what’s the answer? Absent a tacit agreement to bury nested emails in a deep, dark hole – not, of course, going to happen – swear quietly and just get on with it? Probably. Although be aware that since this is a pain point, every client who doesn’t deliver papers this way is automatically on my Angel list.

Or perhaps someone’s come up with tools to cope? That’s for next time.

Fragility.

Yesterday, just for a while, I broke.

Without going into detail (others deserve their privacy), personal stuff has been unremitting and draining the past month and more. A bunch of work deadlines collided in September. The outcome: a relentless grind of sleeplessness and toil that never seemed to diminish, or leave space for thought or rest or peace.

And yesterday… well, for a while I just stopped being able to handle it. For several chunks of the day – even while trying to write a skeleton for a case later this week – the tears kept flowing. And the anger; at myself and at others who, wholly unfairly, I felt were leaving me to carry burdens alone. And the frustration. And a sense of hopelessness, that nothing would or could change.

Now, before I go further, a caveat or two. I’m OK, fundamentally. I know depression; I know too many people who have to live with it, and this isn’t it. I’m no danger to anyone, least of all myself. And it’s possible that yesterday was a particularly bad day to finish Jim Butcher’s latest, which was an emotional minefield and roller-coaster combined. (And no, Jim: you’re not forgiven yet. Not for that. Can’t say anything more – spoilers! – but you know what I’m talking about.)

And most importantly: I know a good chunk of this isn’t about me, but about these strange days we’re living through.

Because I think, like many people – including vast numbers who are hurting far more than I am, financially, physically or spiritually – I’ve found the past months and years have delivered some wounds that just can’t, for the moment, heal.

I’m not just talking about the pain of living through the time of Covid, watching people suffer and die as those whose responsibility it is to step up fail, dismally, over and over again, as others pay for their arrogance and incompetence and obsession with a Kulturkampf that, right now, should be relegated to irrelevance. Watching chickens from a decade or more of grasping short-termism come home to roost.

But about the change of the past four years, as many of the things I hold dear about how human beings can, at their best, relate to one another – summed up, perhaps, in the ability to say “I could be wrong” and mean it – are trampled underfoot in a wave of straw-man attacks and visceral ugliness.

At the enabling of our darker sides, the ones we all have, to speak out as though they’re the sole truth, as opposed to just being one element in the mixture of soul and sin that’s woven into all our psyches.

At the refusal to remember we’re all frail, all failing, and all – therefore – desperately in need of generosity, understanding and acceptance, of ourselves and of others.

We try to keep going. To ride through the chunks taken out of our well-being, of our yearning for this not to be all there is.

It’s hard. It’s sometimes too much. And yesterday, it was too much for me.

Again: I’m here. I’m OK. Today’s been far better. And I know my trials are but pinpricks compared with those of others.

But it’s a lesson. I mustn’t – we mustn’t – ignore that underlying pain. I don’t know quite how I’ll deal with it, except I know I need more exercise. More quiet. More solitude, but also more time with those I care about. More natural beauty. More things, like playing the piano, that salve and save my soul.

A better control on the work I take on, managing better that fear which all self-employed people know, of how to keep the cash flowing. (The Bar can be a terrible place for this, hardly helped by how its lingering machismo about stupid hours combines with the constant thud – literal or PDF-metaphorical – of bundles landing on one’s desk at the last minute.)

And I need to keep giving love, because that will feed me as it feeds those who receive it.

That way, I can preserve the things that, in my core, will keep me going. Love, certainly. Hope, that our better angels (call them what you will; I continue to believe we all have them) will one day prevail and that we’ll see the best, as well as the worst, in those around us. And also faith: that this chaos and disorder isn’t all we have, that this darkest timeline can change, that whatever our deserts we can rise to the challenge and remake this world so all can flourish.

Faith manages. Hope, somehow, survives. And most of all, love endures. As long as those three things are true – and thus far, God willing, they always have been – I’ll be OK.